Tuesday, June 7, 2016

Right now

We love you. We love our family. Our girls are feeling like gold. Tumors have gotten bigger. No more Nivolumab. 

Maybe another "mab" drug. Not sure yet. Just feel like being with our family. Don't feel like talking right now sorry. 
Feeling a little heavy. Wanting to have fun together. I said a prayer after Dr Holly left the room and felt peaceful. It's still sad. And sucks. But there are so many people who know how I feel right now, including my Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. We aren't invincible, no one goes untouched. Thinking of all the good things of the situation, between tears. More later.

11 comments:

Carole Hansen said...

Sweet Ali. I know we can't do much to ease your pains right now, but I'm hoping that with all the prayers being sent your way, you guys will feel comfort and strength no matter what happens. Love you. Xoxox C

Dan and Liz said...

I love you.

Melissa Bryner said...

Love you my friend!

Adair said...

I have thought of you since I woke up today. I thought of you as I was filming up my car and glanced at my watch and saw that it was 10 and your scan would be starting. I offered up a prayer that above all you would feel love today. Ali, I'm so sorry you are going through this. I love you.

mr. + mrs. drage said...

You don't owe us anything. We will be here when you are ready. Love you guys!

Unknown said...

All can do is pray! Sending love your way!

Unknown said...

Dear friends ... I am praying for you and your sweet family. I know I cannot take away the fear, but I hope you know you have an army in your corner. Love you guys.

Unknown said...

All can do is pray! Sending love your way!

Melissa Stringham said...

Ali. I love you. I wish I could do more. Our family prays for you every day.

Em said...

Sending prayers to your beautiful family.

Emily Fagergren Young

Shelly said...

I wish more then anything we could take this pain from you!! Praying for you!!