inadequate

Inadequate: lacking the quality or quantity required; insufficient for a purpose\
(of a person) unable to deal with a situation or with life

I thought it was normal to feel adequate. Because I generally have felt/feel adequate in my life. But sometimes, you get this bugger of a mentality, a comparison here, an overload of things you could/should/want to be doing, a failed goal. And that has been me the last 24 hours, kinda throwing my hands up and saying whatever...which means crying a few times and eating another croissant and rice krispie treat, oh and finishing off the ice cream. It wasn't anything crazy, but not my usual self.

But I realize that most women feel this way sometimes, likely too often. And yuck, I don't like it. So I'll go to bed and do my best the next time I have a choice to make. Because me, my family, my life, is not the same as anyone else's. I evaluate those things I could change and pick a thing or two to try. My kids and husband love me to pieces, I know that, and I need to place more importance on the value of that.

ps here are some fun pics from an egg hunt at a friends yesterday and a family one today.

love my Fetzer cousins!